Must work, but video games! No, stop that. You just have four more hours and then you can play ArmA and such.
Motivation and Goal; Working Out
I’ve had this P90X sitting in my apartment for the past what… 6-8 months? Well, I tried it, was starting to do it but on the condition that it was Paul and I. We would work out together, motivate each other and such. But when it came down to it, he only cooked a couple times and never worked out. Actually, he was never even home…
I don’t do all that well on my own. I never finish anyth — sounds about right. I have many many projects, whether it be art, multimedia, games, or programming, but I never finish them. I lose motivation, my attention shifts away from it. I get bored. This has been the bane of my personal life. It happened with my first attempt at P90X; I was on my own, without real motivation, and I got bored.
So now I try it again. Although this time it’s a bit different. I don’t have the support to keep me on track but I do have a goal set. I want to gain the proper muscle weight and get in much better shape before Fanime. Why Fanime? Because it’s a reachable, realistic goal and, well, I’m planning on going as Adam Jensen.
So there you have it. Round two at getting in proper shape and a healthy living style. Wish me success and the ability to push through, because that’s what I’m really missing.
Not Burnt, But Dimming
The constant state of having to work is starting to get to me. Although I leave for California and Minecon on the 16th of November, I’m starting to fall back on the idea of taking a lot more time for myself. Maybe a month? Two months? Time to play games I want to finish. Time to completed projects I have waiting. Time to improve my apartment.
Even with California, I won’t really have time to myself. I’ll always be out, with friends, playing games, socializing, having fun. A well deserved rest, but I still would like time to myself. Alas, money is key. And to get money, I require work. So I’m in this ever spinning, dwindling state until I recover somehow, renewed energy, something.
This has happened a couple times before. I don’t even want to take on new projects — which is what I do to renew energy sometimes.
I hope that I motivate you to start your P90X routine!
You’ve motivated me to set up an attack plan. Every other day, do 1 session, cycling between cardio, stretching and yoga. I’ll need to go and buy a yoga mat and some blocks though. The diet can start up when we feel it’s right and have the energy to do.
Now to get my roommate motivated to start working out as well. :\