It’s sad to see - laughable even - but I’ve had more hits in the past 24h on my profile and more messages from individuals then the whole two years as a sum. All from guys. I’ve been told I was gay-bait, but really?
I guess I’ll see where things go. I know I don’t want a committed relationship right now. Something I can learn from and have fun with. What I’d really like is to have a girl who’s willing to play pet for me. Of course, getting someone like that who lives nearby and is within my physical tolerance is slim.
I know too many people who are nekos, and none of them are mine.
Once you' done with the starter pack, ask your doctor about the generic. It works just as well for the fraction of the cost as long as you pick a pharmacy that is consistent with manufactures. Just ask the pharmacy and they will give you that information.
Generic? Like an off brand of Lamictal? The starter pack only cost me $35 with my insurance. I’d have to ask what the full 30x200mg will cost. Hopefully nothing over $45. As long as I keep my full time position, I make enough to sustain myself and pay for what ever I need for my physical and mental health.
Thanks for the input though, I’ll bring it up with both my psych and pharmacy.
Dear followers: since this is a new treatment, I ask that you message me if you see drastic mood changes for the worse.
So here’s to a new medication and diagnosis.
Psych gave me a starter pack for Lamictal which I shall begin tomorrow morning, same time I wake up. This is a very different treatment then I’m used to so I’m somewhat stressed out and going to be cautious about it. I’ve been given the warnings and read the pamphlet. I know to check myself into the emergency room if I develop a rash of any sorts.
I’ve been taken off the Welbutrin effective immediately. I don’t know if it’s the cold or the lack of Welbutrin, but I’m rather tired. Still, I shall see thing through and hope for the best.
And it’s sad to see the only consistency in my behavior/patterns is my inconsistency.
Soul state is having a hard time identifying who we are. There’s such internal struggle. Attempting to find out where home is, the heart is, and my place in all of it. I can still feel the unease of our actions in the past year.
Last night was something I didn’t like experiencing. Immense sadness. Wanting to say goodbye to all those I cared for via astral projection, then finding someway to disappear. So many names.
Still struggling. Still wanting to find who I am. Thinking Aylmer is where I left myself, for that is where home is. And that is where I think my heart is. I miss it. I want to feel love again.
I hope this question isn't too intrusive, but I was just curious as to how Wellbutrin works for you?
I take it also and at first I was taking it by itself, I found that it didn't help me much. I was still feeling extremely low and more irritable.
I know that everyone reacts differently to medication, so that makes everything a bit more complex.
I don’t think it’s working personally. My mood is still erratic, and the depression still there, lingering. Last week seemed like either I was picking back up or it was starting to work, but this week says otherwise. Hell, I might still be rapid-cycling - except on a weekly basis instead of daily - if it turns out I’m bipolar.
I’ve been attempting to get like ten minutes just to ask my psych to double it’s dosage since there doesn’t seem to be any apparent change in my behavior for the better - nor worst, thankfully. I’ve been on it for five weeks now, at 200mg - I think - more then enough time to see it’s effect. Next week I have my appointment so we’ll see if he decides to double the dosage, tag something else along or switch it out completely.
It really sucks having a high-tolerance to medication sometimes. Olanzapine, Citalopram, Acetaminophen…
What else are you taking to compliment Welbutrin?
I’ll leave you at that, I have to get back to work, lest I lose my full time status on Monday. Thanks for the question/concern. :)
This body is tired and of poor health. It takes a rather significant amount of energy to execute any task. Energy which is critically low. I can’t fully control this depression, it’s physical effects are too powerful, leading my mind to succumb to menial distractions.
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Cool. I should thank him. :) Law makers and money grabbers need to embrace the new age that is us.
I’ve completed most of what I can. Everything I have - five projects and counting - is on hold until I get client feedback. And I’m not getting client feedback. Despite asking for it numerous times and waiting several weeks.
Let’s call the pseudo manager - our main tech who’s always out on the field ironically - and see what I can do.
Futuristic DJ desk...
Yep, seen that. It’s pretty cool but I haven’t seen anything really extensive from it. There are some really neat tools out there. I know one artist uses that at live events - don’t remember who though.