July 2011
60 posts
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Jul 1st
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okC
Odd… Did journals get pulled from the features? It’s sad to see - laughable even - but I’ve had more hits in the past 24h on my profile and more messages from individuals then the whole two years as a sum. All from guys. I’ve been told I was gay-bait, but really? I guess I’ll see where things go. I know I don’t want a committed relationship right now....
Jul 1st
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June 2011
56 posts
er-os asked: Once you' done with the starter pack, ask your doctor about the generic. It works just as well for the fraction of the cost as long as you pick a pharmacy that is consistent with manufactures. Just ask the pharmacy and they will give you that information.
Jun 30th
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Lamictal
Dear followers: since this is a new treatment, I ask that you message me if you see drastic mood changes for the worse. So here’s to a new medication and diagnosis. Psych gave me a starter pack for Lamictal which I shall begin tomorrow morning, same time I wake up. This is a very different treatment then I’m used to so I’m somewhat stressed out and going to be cautious about...
Jun 30th
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oberlinpenguin I have had far stranger conversations with people on that website, such as with the Mexican dude who was ranting about how the Russians are going to kill us all. hehehe Lol! I don’t even… And for some reason, Vaccerilli appeared in my head saying “Finding that perfect gif to illustrate the situation” and seeing the gif he attached with his post. Because...
Jun 30th
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Talking about bowel movement on OkC with a gay dude? lol what?!
Jun 30th
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Erza vs. Erza
OOooohh!!! *Clears throath* Ahem. Sorry about that, a bit of a fangasm there.
Jun 29th
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therandomproject hugs! Thanks. :)  * * * oberlinpenguin This is what happens when you try to outdrink your roommate. :-P Try? Succeeded. :D Serves us right for drinking so much on a Monday but, hey, it was his birthday. Well worth it.
Jun 28th
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bad day today wake up with a cold in full force, spend the morning in bed. go to work in the afternoon, get a nose bleed. find major errors in live client website, can’t focus enough to fix it quickly fml
Jun 28th
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Wow...
It’s been a long time since I’ve been this far gone with alcohol… I out drank Paul. :D Wewt, now for whatever is on our minds. Drunk. Bahaha. Best of friends rule.
Jun 28th
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Jun 28th
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Way too emotional for my own good right now. Especially given I am meeting with a lot of people in many meetings today. Nostalgic.
Jun 27th
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Still erratic
And it’s sad to see the only consistency in my behavior/patterns is my inconsistency. Soul state is having a hard time identifying who we are. There’s such internal struggle. Attempting to find out where home is, the heart is, and my place in all of it. I can still feel the unease of our actions in the past year.  Last night was something I didn’t like experiencing. Immense...
Jun 27th
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Jun 27th
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Jun 26th
37,776 notes
I'm clearly doing something wrong...
Paul: Well Jon, it's been less then a week since I've been on okCupid and I've already got my first sex offer.
Me: ...
Jun 25th
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Overtime here I be
Add/Finalize glassware products Create incremental database dump for update Push update to live website upon “Go” Actually do the incremental update Write business email saying “We didn’t fucking know… but here!” Create website wire frame with YouTube video Write new website project estimate
Jun 25th
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Tomorrow night, sometime in the middle of our drink, games and fun, Paul and I will hijack the PS3 and play a live-action La Blue Girl. Suddenly, tentacles… thousands of them!
Jun 25th
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Manic Mode, Go!
I want candies, sweets, sex and nekos. Nom nom nom! Although this isn’t really manic… Still, feeling ever so slightly hyper that my want for said things above are… how to say… exuberant? Yes, quite.
Jun 25th
6 tags
Wait, what?
Paul: Supposedly, you'd be surprised as to how many of my friends read your Tumblr...
Me: Wait, what?
Paul: Yea..!
Me: Wait... What?
Jun 25th
asirensong asked: I hope this question isn't too intrusive, but I was just curious as to how Wellbutrin works for you?

I take it also and at first I was taking it by itself, I found that it didn't help me much. I was still feeling extremely low and more irritable.

I know that everyone reacts differently to medication, so that makes everything a bit more complex.
Jun 24th
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This body is tired and of poor health. It takes a rather significant amount of energy to execute any task. Energy which is critically low. I can’t fully control this depression, it’s physical effects are too powerful, leading my mind to succumb to menial distractions.
Jun 24th
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10 episodes into Darker Then Black. Found my new escape.
Jun 24th
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Jun 22nd
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Darker Then Black was a suggestion thrown by Paul’s apparent new - or soon to be - fuck friend. I have to say, she’s pretty cool, and this anime is definitely going to be on my to do list.
Jun 22nd
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Jun 22nd
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Jun 22nd
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Did I ever mention that...
Gran Turino was an amazing movie? Because it was. :)
Jun 21st
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Jun 20th
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oberlinpenguin Looks like the thinking man with a dash of Argile. A dash indeed. Because I wouldn’t look as sexy. XD Although I felt betraying putting on that smirk. Still worth it though. :D
Jun 20th
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Didn't expect a response... but
Dear (me), Thank you for contacting me to express your concern about the Preventing Real Online Threats to Economic Creativity and Theft of Intellectual Property Act (S. 968, PROTECT IP).  It is good to hear from you.  As you may know, the PROTECT IP Act was introduced in the Senate on May 12, 2011, and referred to the Judiciary Committee.  I understand that the legislation authorizes the...
Jun 20th
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Jun 20th
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Jun 20th
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Jun 20th
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Lurk More
Click less. Haha, got my 4chan image extractor v3 concept working. Now to create a better interface, finish adding functionality and then I’m good. To do: Create loading progress - scripts, ajax and images Add some information about each thread being loaded Smoother and neater UI with light animations Customize full image view interface Next, previous and refresh buttons Some more...
Jun 19th
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Suddenly, nekos, thousands of them!
Jun 17th
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Well...
Couldn’t reach him. I’ll see what I can do with the little motivation I have. WordPress shortcodes here I come!
Jun 15th
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Work...
I’ve completed most of what I can. Everything I have - five projects and counting - is on hold until I get client feedback. And I’m not getting client feedback. Despite asking for it numerous times and waiting several weeks. So here I sit, bored at work. I kind of feel like doing some JavaScript development but I can’t work on personal projects at work. Let’s call the...
Jun 15th
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There is no Bromance, There is only NABB
Jun 14th
Oddly enough
I seem to find life and become lucid as I go beyond 20 hours without sleep. The only down part is this clarity is being trumped by a weird state… something about everything being an illusion and not having the magical power to dispel it? Oh, and always angry.
Jun 13th
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You know you've been playing too much Minecraft...
You see spaces and think to yourself: “Oh, that could be filled in with a wood block…”
Jun 13th
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Jun 12th
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Jun 12th
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Jun 12th
oberlinpenguin-deactivated20130 asked: Tanzt kaputt was euch kaputt macht!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VQwSRlta020
Jun 9th
oberlinpenguin-deactivated20130 asked: Futuristic DJ desk...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8DW5yORt_B8&feature=player_embedded
Jun 9th
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Scratch that last
Found it. Although I thought it would have lead me to my own blog url and not a managing tool. Still, I would have gotten angry if I didn’t click around since there were no notifications of any sort on how to use the new dashboard.
Jun 9th
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I dislike this new dashboard layout
Can’t find my messages…
Jun 9th
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Near two weeks, but finally...
Meeting up with Adriana tonight. BOSS!
Jun 6th
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I miss my friends from Quebec too much to do anything right now. :)
Jun 5th