April 2011
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I’m starting to get tired of wanting to grasp fantasies and being immersed in nostalgia. I’ve been disconnected from my emotions for the past several days and it hasn’t helped either.
The oddity…
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March 2011
125 posts
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$This Session...
I’ve been trying to debug this odd session behavior in PHP but I can’t fucking figure it out… Basically I’m creating a form via WordPress shortcodes which interacts and instantiates a singleton. It’s not quite a singleton, more like a singleton factory. Anyways, the singleton does all the HTML formatting, session storing, data handling, etc.
The fucked up part is...
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At the dentist. With very little sleep. Part of an energy drink for breakfast. I’ll have 11 hours to catch up after this morning… and I’m busy this weekend… fuck me.
Seems like I can’t handle the whole white night thing as I did during the weekend. Blah, I feel sick some.
Haha, there’s a cute chick here; and she’s 21! Although, a dental office is not exactly the place to say “Hey...
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Janette's Professional Bitch
Made a gag badge for the girls upstairs. The whole floor was laughing. Awesome! It made my day along with everyone elses on second floor. :D
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5am
And I got nothing done.
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Party and a Half!
Mother fuckers!
Watch me explode $this!
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Stupid Tumbeasts...
I’m thinking of grabbing some energy drinks and coding the night away. Yay, nay?
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EVE Online
Louis: Jo, we going to play EVE?
Me: Tonight is not a good night...
Louis: Why not? Come on man, you know how it goes, EVE over girls. Forever alone man!
Me: LOL [he almost got me to play with that]
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I was writing a nice little story as an homage to LXD this afternoon, but then now I’m depressed so I don’t want to do anything. I really hate these problems of mine. They destroy lives, including my own.
I feel powerless and worthless at the moment.
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chemicallysuicidal-deactivated2 asked: They're both equally bad, but I would rather have no one to trust. I don't really trust anyone, to be honest. But I don't distrust them, I just never think about trust at all because I don't expect people to be good. It bothers me when people don't trust me though, a lot. Bleh.
I'm going to go OD on Skrillex for a bit
But first I must shower.
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Skrillex Can't Be Loud Enough
For fear of getting an officer come and tell me to turn it down.
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Legion of Extraordinary Dancers(LXD)
If any of you don’t know what the LXD is, go on Hulu.com and watch it. It is about the coolest short series you can watch. I’ve been dancing a lot(well, compared to not dancing at all) since I originally watched it. I really really want to bust some awesome moves.
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That robin is still trying to get inside our apartment via the dinning room window…
Tock … tock … tock …
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My Message Totally Didn't Start With... Part 2
oberlinpenguin
Donc… Tu es mon maquereau?
Lol, non. Je tirait aucune argent de cette affaire. Peut-être quelque chose d’autre, mais…
Unfortunately, it seems that the individual I spoke to is moving back to Austria in August. That would be before Krisandra comes back. Damn… I don’t have very good luck.
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puzzlemelovely
You are so freakin’ talented!!! You should definitely keep making art, you’re quite wonderful! :]
Thanks. I want to continue drawing and all that but I don’t have the time I used to as a freelancer. If I start drawing, I can’t stop until well into the night, then I have to get up early the next morning for work… >->
I should really start getting into a...
chemicallysuicidal-deactivated2 asked: I hardly understood that :P
I'm not so good at doing anything in French, except for speaking to my cat. He likes French lots.
You do art? I never realized that under your title thing before. Would you let me see some sometime?
I'm not so good at doing anything in French, except for speaking to my cat. He likes French lots.
You do art? I never realized that under your title thing before. Would you let me see some sometime?
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My Message Totally Didn't Start With...
This might seem like one of those weird moments where you tell your friends “Hey, this guy on OkC…” but eh. Thinking about it myself, it seems quite funny actually.
Yea, I sent a message starting with that. And what’s even better? I got positive feedback from it. :D
Basically I asked a chick who lives in Cleveland if she wanted to become German language buddies with...
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Caboose: Come on Andy! Think of a happy place. Now what makes you happy?
Andy: Being in the middle of a... HUGE explosion!
Tucker: Less happy place Caboose, less happy place!
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Dude, wtf? Some robin is trying to get inside my apartment. It won’t stop… Keeps running into the window. Not only do I not want it to injure itself, but it’s starting to get irritating.
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I've trained my phone to auto correct the word...
mymotherkillstheblackbird:
I don’t know how this happened.
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I like rules. I use rules in an attempt to simplify my life. I also get empowerment from them when I get to enforce them… Anyways!
I like Branden, but I’ve decide to enforce a no advancement rule in our friendship.
What’s that mean?
In short: friend-zoned and no flirting.
We’ll see how things go from there.
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Fuck! I smell pot and have been for the past several hours. It’s ever so inconspicuous but I still fucking smell it and it’s starting to piss me the fuck off. I think the smell got into the washcloth I used. I dampened it and applied it to my forehead to get ride of my headache. Dampening it might have release the smell. I’m glad I’m the one who calls the shots on when...
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Time for Work Whilst Pumping Awesome Music
Skrillex. Need I say more?
mymotherkillstheblackbird asked: Hey! Thanks for what you said on that post about my sister. "A flare for not giving a fuck" Best thing anyone has ever said to me ever.
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I need an AC/DC fix.
“We’ve got the biggest balls of them all!”
“Watch me explode!”
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Damn me and my problems. How can I describe it? I can’t… I need to go see a psych.
I should also get working on catching up the six hours I’m missing. I want to keep coding PHP but I’ve got several content management tasks to do for clients… >:|
chemicallysuicidal-deactivated2 asked: Hahaha it's not "art" they're just stupid little cartoons and they all look pretty much the same, they're just doing different things. I fucking suck at drawing, I just do it for fun :]
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OkC, Flash and my computer don’t enjoy a three way relationship.
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The Power of Music
You’ll soon know the power that is in you, and when it is unleashed you will hold this world in the hollow of your hand. -Queen Mab, Merlin
The power of music is enticing; to be behind the turntables and control a crowd through vibes because they want to let the music posses their entire being is something that astounds me. It is power I give into. It is power I want to control.
Yes, I...
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Scary Monsters and Nice Sprites
I don’t think I’ve ever had a song do this to me. When it’s nice an calm, it reaches deep into my soul and puts me in an emotional state related to sadness, nostalgia and almost make me want to cry.
I have a couple other songs that do this but having them suddenly tear me away from that place and put me bang in the middle of “This is fucking awesome I can’t help...
Cuddle me, now, please...
I could really use some Penguin cuddles.
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What do I want? Do I want a fantasy? So many problems seem to have stemmed from so few circumstances. I almost feel as though the merge with Argile was in vain; I seem to be back tracking on my progress…
A longing for what was once and can never be again… fuck this. Paul showed me a cute video of a couple years back, some love song depicted through a ton of video game and anime...
braydonb asked: I believe I do? I haven't gotten too familiar with the features of Tumblr. I just use it to archive my progress on things I work on. So, I may not..
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Getting some RvB in. Hell yea!
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Code OCD
I can’t get enough of highly efficient, compact, powerful, reusable code. I’ve been coding this thing for about 24 hours now and I still have heavy modifications to make it more efficient and compact. This is about my worst quality when it comes to development. I overdo things, like, way out of scope just so I can reuse it if need be.
Then again, doing all of this, I’ve learnt a...
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A Weather to Walk
And the thunder booms in the sky. The roads are covered by a slick sheet of hail and the town grew increasingly dark. Sirens can be heard passing by and fading into the distance as another roll of thunder sounded.
What a horrid afternoon it’s turning out to be.
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Invaders Must Die
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Essential Needs
ENERGY, SKRILLEX, CODE AND GIRLS! Are part of this nerd’s primary needs at the moment; and he’s got the first three set.
My audiophile tendencies are cringing at the low frequency distortions on GroveShark’s Skrillex music but at least I can listen to just Skrillex as opposed to various other Dubstep artists which I don’t really care for presently. If that run-on could get...
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To Code Or Not To Code...
Work now or procrastinate? It’s 1am and I’ve got a full day ahead of me tomorrow… I think an energy drink or two would be in order.
Thoughts?
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Still feeling sick. This is ridiculous. I can’t find the contact information I was given for a doctor. Not interested in doing work. Headache is still creeping about.
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Pripyat Chimera
I need to find an RPG or something. This god damn Chimera is smart enough to hide itself from my vantage point so I have to go down and face it… Needless to say it fucks my day up. Every time.
I think I’ll swap out some shells for slugs in my Striker and start unloading as soon as it spawns. Other then that, it tanks so much and so well and it’s night so it’s hard to see.
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